Writing Passion What To Do With It?

Once again I struggle with what to do with this writing passion I have had for a very long time. I have often said “writers don’t see the world better just different”.  Those who have this passion truly understand and those who don’t struggle with it. When I look at something I see it as a puzzle and then I can write about it. I was taught how visualize things. Often it’s a wonderful tool to use unless your having a root canal then not so much. What to do with this passion? It’s a cloudy day and so are my thoughts about what to do with this passion?